In Shock

When Max died I lost my future. Yesterday I lost my past. My brother was found dead in his dorm room at school last night. You have to be kidding me world! He was 20 years old. So far it looks like an accident... A byproduct of a life with uncontrolled diabetes. He doesn't have a roommate so no one knew for a while. How long we don't know exactly. He had complained on Facebook of food poisoning Monday, and sent my sister and I a text at 3am Tuesday morning and that the last contact we had. I was with my mom when she got the phone call yesterday from the police and that's where my life... The one i reassembled after Max died... Shattered again. She left to fly home this morning to make arrangements with my dad. We will fly out next week. Why us world? It's almost a year after Max died and now my brother? I don't understand.